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I can understand if you’d rather not be with me anymore after this.” You’re the first man that I have even been intimate with because of this.

“No, I’m afraid people will be repulsed by me. “I felt like there was no other escape,” she continued. “There were nights where I just couldn’t handle it anymore, so I…” (Y/N) paused to look down at her wrists. “It made the pain go away, even for a little while.” She could hear their raised voices yelling at her for doing even the slightest thing wrong. She blinked away the forming tears as she remembered the harsh words her parents used to say to her. “Their carelessness led to your birth,” Geralt cut her off. “Their struggles should not be put on you because of their mistakes.” My birth is what caused them to get married, to keep having children - ” Your existence did not cause your parents to struggle.” Geralt held her tightly. “That’s not true, you know that. All their troubles started after my birth.” My parents began to fight a lot, they blamed me for much of their struggles. Some days, we went without food because of the lack of money. Father’s job didn’t pay well, and there was so many of us to feed that we struggled. They ended up having five all together me, my two little brothers, and my two little sisters. Neither one of them was ready to be married, or to have children, but they were thrown into it regardless. My mother found out she was pregnant at 18 and was forced to marry my father. (Y/N) adjusted her head to rest it on his shoulder. “My parents…they married young because of me. It was better to tell him sooner rather than later. She knew that eventually, he’d have to learn about her past and her parents. (Y/N) wanted Geralt to know all of her, the good and the bad. (Y/N) wanted to say no, but she did want to tell him. “Will you tell me?” he asked. “Do you feel comfortable telling me?” Once she realized he was only comforting her, (Y/N) relaxed into his arms, taking her head off her legs to bury it in his chest. She flinched instinctively, causing Geralt to hesitate. She felt Geralt wrap his arms around her. She was sure he’d been repulsed by her truth and tell her to get dressed then leave. (Y/N) buried her head into her legs, trying to hold back her tears. “It was me, Geralt!” (Y/N) snapped, cutting him off. “I did this, I did this many times and i only stopped when I met you!” I promise, I’ll protect you from whoever - ” Whoever it was, they cannot hurt you now. Geralt gently took her chin in his hand, tilting her head up to look at him. “If someone did this to you, you can tell me. “What happened?” he asked as she brought her legs up to her chest. “Did someone do that to you (Y/N)?” (Y/N) yanked her hand away as panic began to rise in her. (Y/N) lifted her head to see Geralt at up looking at the familiar white lines on her wrist. (Y/N) was so lost in her lust and pleasure that she didn’t notice Geralt had stopped and taken hold of her arm. He began to kiss over her naked body, when he paused a moment. Geralt laid her back on his bed as she ran her hands over his muscular chest. She felt comfortable with him, more comfortable than anyone ever had. He treated her like a princes, he made her feel special. She was afraid of someone seeing her imperfections and being repulsed by her. (Y/N) had never been intimate with anyone before. He pulled her naked body close to his, the heat from his body engulfing her almost immediately. The minute the chilly air touched her skin, she shivered. His hands were gentle as they took her clothes off. Warnings: swearing, mentions of a toxic household, self harm, implications of smut (these sounded a little similar and i know i’d probably write two imagines that were too similar so i combined them into one request i hope that’s okay!)ĭescription: when they’re about to have their first time together, geralt notices some markings on her arms and learns of her troubled past Your writing is great :) Can you write a fic where Geralt makes the reader feel better about her feeling insecure? Smut please! Thanks :)”

“if you’re not comfortable writing this- i completely understand- but can i request one where geralt is undressing the reader bc they’re about to y’know, and he sees fresh self harm cuts on her, but she’s embarrassed and thinks he doesn’t want to lay with her anymore but he shows otherwise? again, i understand if that’s not something you’re comfortable with!”